Sunday, November 01, 2009

Chapter One: Goodbye

          There was nothing else to hold her down now. She stared at the grey scene in front of her expressionlessly. Slowly she lifted her right arm and made slight flicking motions with her wrist, as though trying to dispel the imaginary dark thoughts clouding her breathing space.
          “Goodbye stars, goodbye sun,” she murmured to herself. A single tear betrayed her emotion, trailing a thin gentle rivulet against her heated skin. She hooded herself and turned abruptly against the sight she just drank in unwillingly. Walking at a cautious pace, she flitted in and out within the shadows, mindful of the numerous traps waiting to be triggered all around. This was one of the reasons why she hated this place so much. There was never a moment of peace amidst the stillness and solitude. Not that she minded the latter too much; being alone allows her to unclench her muscles enough to relax without anyone scowling at her.
          There was not much to miss here, she thought wistfully. It may be a place where she had wasted her entire childhood, but it was never a place she could call home. Perhaps that is the reason why she prefers to be alone rather than with her rowdy mates. They could never understand why she would cry over a dead cat, or worry when a fight broke out. After all, she was never one of them to begin with.
          That mere thought cut deep within her. Here she was, sixteen and all alone facing the harsh world beyond this very dismal tunnel. Those whom she treated and cared for as friends are strangers without names to her now. She can never trust anyone again. 
          “Stand up Alexis, you should never stoop this low to be like them.”
          Her hands touched the damp walls lightly, using the sense of touch to guide her further away from the place she had just came from. Her feet quivered slightly as they tread softly and warily across the unnatural stillness of the rocky floor. This will take forever! she thought.
         “Come on now, sweetling, it’s not that difficult to pass through that!”
         She stopped suddenly as she felt the air stir uneasily around her. Unsure of what caused the disturbance, her eyes darted back and forth seeking for a sense of movement in the cold darkness. A normal human would never be able to cast his senses like she just did. But then again, she was never described as ‘normal’.
        “You should be ashamed of yourself. Emotions are not allowed to be exposed in the faces of many others. You fail as a part of this family.”
        She gritted her teeth when she recognized the silhouette shadowing her. “Dreziel,” she said flatly, “How long have you been shadowing me?” A deep chuckle vibrated in the air. A tall and lean figure stepped out from the darkness.
        “I can never fool you, can I?” he said laconically. He lifted his hood to reveal a pair of cool piercing blue eyes boring holes into her. She lifted her shoulders slightly and stood there wordlessly. She knew what would be coming next, and she had to brace herself for it. Treachery is well known among her people, but with her it was never the same.
        “You twit! How dare you release my pet! Just because Papa said you were special, you just had to turn all bitched up at us, huh? You’ll never be worthy enough to hold Power!”
        She continued staring at the man whom she once called her brother, her confidante. His ash-blond hair was cropped short at the sides, giving him a fierce and menacing look. His blue eyes portrayed a cruel outlook of one living a harsh life. Yet what strikes her the most about him was his warped personality. He never did look that part, and he worked hard not to show it either. It never pays to reveal the full extent of your power, her master always said. He took those words like a dying fish would take to water.
        “So you found me,” she found herself saying calmly, “Now what?” His eyes narrowed as he scrutinized her slowly. He took slow deliberate steps towards her, smirking slightly when her left hand flinched involuntarily as he neared her.
        “Yes...” he purred, “Now what?”
        “For all Halla’s wrath and glory! Do not make the same mistake twice, get that motto into your addled brain! My goodness, how did we ever end up with such a lamebrain girl?”
        She gritted her teeth. He was provoking her to do something, she knew it. Determined, she stood where she was, staring dispassionately at his approaching figure. Her hands trembled slightly at the thought that he could easily run his two-pronged blade across her throat without hesitation if necessary. She tilted her head slightly to her left, indicating that she is still waiting for an answer, and was nonchalant about it.
        She shivered as he smiled even wider. “Now...you shall die.”
 

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

When Life serves you Lemonades....


Alex wishes thank you to all who came for her birthday party :)

One picture at a time this time I guess. I'm being rather lazy updating blogs lately. The last exciting event I had was Alex's birthday party which was held at Ikano Power Center, Starbucks on the first week of September :)
Life has always been a pain in the ass so nothing's new in life for now. I've seen and heard so many backstabbings, so many bitchings, and well, more bitches popping out like daisies. Some even involving friends becoming now-ex-friends, if there is such a thing! Hahahaha...regardless, I prefer to take things relaxed and ignore them. After all, why should I worry my pretty little head so much? You don't like me then fine, you don't like me. I'm not gonna make you like me :) Like I always say, "I am who I am, and you are who you are. If you don't like who I am, don't try to make me who YOU are." If that even makes sense to you guys anyway hahahaha...
Blogs are meant for us to talk. They are meant for us to be creative. Some bloggers use blogs to pour out their feelings. I find this all well. So long no names are mentioned, so long no titles or obvious hints are mentioned, it is fine. Heck when I say I am bitching about a friend, it could be anyone! For all you know, it could even be my pet! If you felt that I was talking about you then, well, too bad. You're just being overly self-conscious I suppose. Or you had done the deed. *shrugs*
Reading other people's blogs is something that I rarely do. Why should I purposely click on their journals to read anyway? I do at times, but only when I am really bored or I was requested to read their posts. You rant, I listen. You bitch, I listen. Whaddya want me to say? "Eh you shouldn't do that cause it's bad!"? Naaaaaah even if I ever do say that I doubt anyone would listen hahahaha....
Staying at home can be a real pain at times. I'm slowly turning into a housewife surviving the daily chores of life. But *gasp* how on earth did I gain so much weight?! *cries* I really need to start exercising again *sighs*
Little Lolita is having her basic troubles again at school. Too bad I can't be there with her, but I am required more at home :) I rather forgot how many people knows about my problem in that circle of friends. Goodness knows, I'm pretty reluctant to tell. Why should I anyway? None of their business.
Growing up has made me wary of people. Backstabbers, bitches, bastards, sly foxes, you name it, I've experienced it. Assumptions are always made. People always think I am this dumb blonde that knows nothing. Then again, they don't know me. And I don't fully allow them to. Even until today, I don't understand how those people whom I used to call friends, be such real pain in the asses. For crying out loud people, stop being such a bitch!
Well, it's pretty difficult to rant/bitch about stuffs without going too much into details anyway. So I'll end this here. After all, my thoughts are so jumbled up here. Good luck sorting them out if you're actually reading this!

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

What A Start



Well I did want to post up pictures each time I blog....so this is it for today! *snickers*

Actually I dug out my Wacom once more (after my sis wanted to borrow it for practice) and in the end, decided to install the driver and doodle again. I miss drawing!!! And yes well, I'm still not good with tablet-drawing yet *sighs* Personally I prefer CG-ing using tablet, and drawing via traditional means


That picture was my first artwork for today after I reinstalled Wacom into my lappie! :D Poor Loki is dying due to lack of memory space lol. I seriously need to start storing my Sailor Moon animes into DVDs before it's too late x.x

For those of you who are in my facebook, you should be able to figure out WHY I drew that artwork that way. For those of you who ain't...well...let's just say it's a different me =P

I guess that's it for now. Just felt like posting something up on this blog, hence the doodle!!

Friday, July 31, 2009

My Heartful Song

One of my favorite songs to listen when I'm feeling emotional or just need to relax myself. So here I am, sharing it with you guys! :D



Purposely chose a video with lyrics so that it is understandable? Hahahaha...

Monday, July 27, 2009

Alexandra Belle and Lunabelle Alexis

Yes I have finally decided on Lunabelle's middle name after so long hahahaha....

Let's start off with the teenager first. Here's Alex in her new hairstyle (and eyes!)



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Now here's the lil' cutie pie that everyone adores, Lunabelle Alexis, also sporting a new hairstyle  (and eyes!) with her new lolita outfit with matching shoes (The winnie the pooh honeybee is mine!)


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Oh yes, Lunabelle's chair was bought off half-price when I went to Genting Highlands. It was actually meant for as a handphone rest but I decided to give it to this sweet princess X3
I need to start writing up their profiles once more and update the other blog about this LOL

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Lovely Dollmeet with Lovely Results

Today's dollmeet was an interesting one really. Not only did I attend a photoshoot as a model, Alex and Luna had gotten new clothes as well :) The photoshoot was done in order to help a friend compile a portfolio for his assignment due, so me and loli helped out ^^

Without any further ado, here are the two adorable girls in their new matching eyes and wigs, and Lunabelle in her new clothes and shoes! :D


The two sweet girls together ^^ 


Alex looks surprisingly good with long hair actually. She's more model-like now :D Though this is just telling me to get her a proper sundress for Summer swts 


The two sisters cuddling. Such a sweet sight X3 


Lunabelle's full outfit: Bonnet, pink striped outer layer, white skirt, bloomers, pink lolita shoes 


Introducing Elissa! She belongs to guki now X3 Alex adores her as well!! Hahaha...Elissa was formerly known as Ivory, who belonged to Chris ^^

Thursday, July 23, 2009

I dream, I wish, I want....I save

Well, slowly anyway hahaha. It's amusing how my wishlist evolves a lot around BJDs this time heh. My interest is a funny thing, it amuses people I have got to admit. Especially since my interest is very different from a lot of people in college *chuckles*

Here's what I wish for, and aim to get them some day.

1. Iplehouse Gentle Soo Ri


2. Puki Puki Flora


3. Puki Sugar


4. Iplehouse Silvia (I love her pouty lips!)


And here's what I plan to ask from a certain someone ^_^

DoD Too & Bee-A



Wheeeee my resin family. Just wheeeeee =P