Friday, September 23, 2005

Okay, I'm posting this after two days...I think. So what happened? Hmm..well, first, there was a short(as if!) biology test from the MPM(Majlis Peperiksaan Malaysia). Typically, it was utter boredom, not to mention horrible. So chase that facts away, it was a totally boring time. Oh, mum can't seem to stop nagging at me for one thing. But to be honest, I feel as though I am losing myself. I am not myself anymore. At least when dad was around I was still able to be responsible and so on. But now? Now, I am but a hapless girl not knowing what to do and stand about helplessly watching my body move(or not more in this case). This is pathetic. I have no willpower. I have nothing. Nothing at all. Not even my dignity..not even my pride..anymore....

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