Exams..ARRRGHHH!!!!

Sigh, STPM is around the corner and I am not preparing anything! What am I doing to myself?? My head is spinning with wild ideas of drawings and cosplayings but not on chem, bio or maths! This reeks man...
Oh, cosplay. Well, I had heard that term a few times already for the past year but as much as I was interested in it, I didn't know what to do about it. But now I know. Haha. I'm beginning to gain ideas from my friends on how to create a costume for cosplaying. Possibly I wanna try out something simple like Kuchiki Rukia from Bleach cause she is basically one character that has almost the same hairstyle as me-saves me about rm100 lor for wig =p
About my drawings, well, I was thinking more of becoming a writer...and use my fanfics to create an anime manga for everyone *smiles* but I'm gonna need the help of my good friends to DRAW them for me. Hehehe..I'm really rotten when it comes to good drawings >.<

Am I Going Mad? -Narration this time-

Life is a bore....
(Is it?)
Yeah...it is
(but why?)
Well, it's cause you do nothing but feverishly revise for yet another looming exams..day after day..month after month..year after year...
(why?)
To excel of course! Every student knows that the peer pressure that resides in him or her is great, and the strong need to be better than the rest is always growing
(oh come on, don't tell me YOU study all the time too!)
Well, no I don't
(ah-ha!)
I hate studying, and I will never enjoy it. Especially when I do not enjoy the subjects that I am taking. Most of the time I'll be spending my time relaxing in front of my pc or drawing manga
(so why the complain?)
Simple! I am expected to pass and succedd with supposedly flying colours. And boy oh boy, I seriously doubt THAT will happen. The worst would be me failing with flying colours!!
(Aw come on, you can't be that bad! Try revising more!)
Like I haven't tried much. Each time I touch the book called Organic Chemistry or Mathematics, I'll end up in dreamland. Life is indeed tough...
(Heck then, I've no idea how to help you!)
Yeah, like you ever did in the first place! Ah well, time to hit the books again. Perhaps I'll eventually READ 'em instead of making them as pillows!
(...)

Heh, that was just a simple narration of my life right now...Me, myself and I. Hahahaa....like I had said earlier...life is a bore. Been doing nothing but studying again and again for the dreaded STPM which is looming closer and closer.....sigh! ah well, time to go again! till next time~

geez, it's been such a long time since i've updated this blog now, haven't i? I feel so ashamed. tsk tsk. Anyways, life is going on as it always does:horribly. Sigh. Been studying my ass off on maths and yet i still can't get anything much in my heaad. Help!! Arrgh....sigh...i gotta go again. I hate writing such a short post but...i guess it is better than nothing at all!