It's thursday today. And i'm exhausted. Went to sg wang today and also to time square. three of my cousins were there, isyam, sui ann, and abang izal. I dunno what's wrong with me...ever since of that 'episode' while vacationing, i am never comfy with the fact that i am placed with a heavy burden n my shoulders. Let's face it: how do you change a person's personality in just a matter of weeks? pretty dumb huh?
*sigh* this is getting outta hand. how do i help to 'open' the eyes of that fella when...i don't even know how? especially when i can't seek for any help from anyone. well, technically i DID tell taha....but still....
what can he do? he's not even here to help me.
i wish i had someone by my side...
but that's the irony, isn't it? each time i have someone 'special' by my side, i'll chase them away. why? beats me. afraid i suppose. I like friendships too much presumably. Can't stand the fact that they will change their attitude once the relationship steps up a notch. that stinks. sigh..i'm crapping again. ah well, that's the use of this blog anyways. hmm....getting late.better go off now. till next time~
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