dilemma

It's thursday today. And i'm exhausted. Went to sg wang today and also to time square. three of my cousins were there, isyam, sui ann, and abang izal. I dunno what's wrong with me...ever since of that 'episode' while vacationing, i am never comfy with the fact that i am placed with a heavy burden n my shoulders. Let's face it: how do you change a person's personality in just a matter of weeks? pretty dumb huh?
*sigh* this is getting outta hand. how do i help to 'open' the eyes of that fella when...i don't even know how? especially when i can't seek for any help from anyone. well, technically i DID tell taha....but still....
what can he do? he's not even here to help me.
i wish i had someone by my side...
but that's the irony, isn't it? each time i have someone 'special' by my side, i'll chase them away. why? beats me. afraid i suppose. I like friendships too much presumably. Can't stand the fact that they will change their attitude once the relationship steps up a notch. that stinks. sigh..i'm crapping again. ah well, that's the use of this blog anyways. hmm....getting late.better go off now. till next time~

WTF~!!!!!!

Recently, I just read an article posted in the Comic Fiesta Forums regarding japanese animation, and believe me, it pissed me a LOT!!!
I can't freaking believe that the society here can be so bloody narrow-minded man!
(this is the article btw)
I mean, come on man!! Anime as porn??? Where the hell did they get that freakin idea man!! Oh, so it's just because it might look sexy and so on, it makes it porn???? Hentai is porn dammit, not anime!! Get your freaking FACTS straight you bloody losers!! And this......WTF????? To quote Chua Hock Kuan, “ANIME boleh wujudkan masalah sosial,ia tidak sepatutnya dibiarkan ada di pasaran.”. WTF????? Dammit dude, I'VE SEEN WORSE PEOPLE THAT WAS NEVER, EVER BEEN INFLUENCED BY JAPANESE ANIME!!! AND THEIR BEHAVIOUR SUCKSSSSS~!!!! So now they are gonna put blame on anime just cause it doesn't conform in their religion, goddamit??? That is sooo bloody PATHETIC!!!
Sheeeesh!!! Talk about idiocy. Instead of saying all of these, why not the hell try to think positive???? Firstly, japanese anime has influenced many artists to greater inspiration. Is THAT a bad thing???? Oh wait, or would that just make all of their work XXX rated or something???
Anime as hentai, huh. Now what was it about them showing DORAEMON on air???? So, is that cat robot a sex maniac or something then???? Do they influence children in a bad way?? All I see in that cartoon is that it makes me imagine new and cool gadgets.
Okay, I'm ranting too much now. It is kinda childish I suppose, but i can't help it. That stupid article really made me pissed off! BUt enough ranting for now, perhaps later. I'm getting too sleepy.