Thursday, May 05, 2005
I wish not the feelings to overpower me, I wish not the emotions to swell, I wish not the pain and anger that burdens me, I wish not the sorrow and scorn to be shown. I never want to see daylight, I'd rather live in darkness. For if it will blind me from scorn and contempt, then so be it. I'd rather be called running away from reality, than to face truth and be spiteful about them. I'd rather be labeled as a rebel, than to meekly abhor my feelings for their own good. I'd rather be me, but that I cannot be. I'd rather live alone, but no one will let me. I'd rather lock myself in my room, cause no one knows I'm there. I'd rather stay lonely, if it means inner peace. So let me be. This is me.