Compilation time~~

Ladies and Gentlemen, as I am now using LiveJournal to update my blog, this blog will be merely a copy-and-paste place for me to allow others to view my journal. Since I will not disclose my LJ to others but my CF friends, read here or just don't read at all. Hahaha...

Anyway, I'll compile up my past posts starting from where I left behind.

Day Ends...Finally (20/10/2006)

It's officially Saturday...morning now. Hahaha...12.52am while I am writing this. So how was my day? Well, to start the day, I began with my usual routine of taking my dog out for her daily walk. Imagine sacrificing my sleep for this... *sigh* Those dogs better appreciate this!

Anyway, sent mum to work before leaving for college. While eating my brunch (chicken pie and jacket potato, yum!) I worked on my script in which I was supposed to present today. Oh, did I mention that I will be in a small play for my class? Haha..it is some sort of class assignment, in which we are separated into two groups, and I'm in one of the groups (duh!). We decided on a mixed-up fairy tale kind of story after several attempts to figure out what to do for our presentation. Ironically enough, after we've decided all of this, the other group was also discussing the same idea. I have no idea if they overheard us discussing, or they came up with this idea themselves. Either way, it sucks.

So Miss Haritha added my name into the scriptwriter team, and I was the one who came up with the story. So now I'm stuck writing the entire script, AND be the director, AND be Prince Charming for Cinderella. Unless someone plans to take over my spot as Prince Charming that is...heh

Met sis for lunch, and she wanted to eat at Secret Recipe. Haha. I ate a slice of lemon cheesecake, and err...I shouldn't eat it again. So freakin' sour! My sis said it tasted like detergent, lol. After lunch, we walked about for a bit, then my sis left for work, and me to pick up my mum.

Roads were so bloody jammed up after 5pm man. Sis came home and we went to the Curve. Took us about an hour just to reach there. And when we were there, while eating pancakes at the Paddington House of Pancake, a storm came out of nowhere. Boy, was it bad! My mum kept on flinching every time the lighting strikes. Bleh! Met Ginger there and we went to Borders to read some manga. Hahaha...

Left for home at about 11pm. Reached home at midnight. Writing this at 12.52am. Finishing this at 1.03am. I'm exhausted....Good night~~

An Uneventful Day (21/10/2006)
Saturday is supposed to be a time for rest and relaxation, right? Wrong! Spent my day clearing up the house, in which I didn't do much anyway. I felt funny today. Kept having a headache each time I rise from a chair, or stand up after sitting down. It felt as though someone is holding a hammer and is getting ready to hammer my head down every time I get up. Bleh!

Felt funny even till' not. My tummy feels uncomfortable and my head hurts. Bleh, I'd better have an early night tonight. I want to attend the cosplay chess event tomorrow...

An Eventful Day :) (22/10/2006)
Surprise...surprise. I'm not ranting today! muahahaha....

Day started with me waking up with a surprisingly cheerful mum...and followed by me going to Paramount Garden. Met DarkSpire and May and Naoko first, followed by the rest. Dusty tried to molest my hair!! *runsssss* Had fun cause I met up with a few other CF-ers I didn't know apart from their nicknames. Heh heh heh...Pretty interesting, but Dai scares me. Lollers. I think it's his driving that scares me? Hahaha...he reminds me of my friend back when we were in Form 4. I miss those days...

Anyway, left Paramount Garden at about 5pm? I'm not sure...Went to One Utama with Ginger cause my mum and sis were there. Ate at A&W and then we went to the arcade. I still haven't have the guts to play Para Para...hahahahaha. Ginger lost her parking ticket btw, and we had to hunt for it for like 30 minutes before giving up. Poor girl had to pay the RM20 fine *pats*

Somehow my legs hurt like hell. I think it's cause I walked too much? I have no idea...Well, after One Utama (we left at about 9pm) we went to Mydin cause my sis wanted to buy some ribbons to tie up her Raya cookies. LoL. I bought a RM10 punjabi suit!!! Wahahahaha...I'm happy with that man! I have a punjabi suit! Yay!!

Reached home at about 11.30pm. Exhausted now. Gotta dye my sister's hair later *sighs* Well, all in all, I had a great day. Thanks to all of those that I had met today! I really had fun! Let me see if I can recall your names...

Dai, Dusty, Ballistic_Dragon, Tokiya, Darkspire, May, Naoko, MinTos, Ren, RRJ, Elder, Cikgu, Ginger, King(though I'm not so familiar with ya ^^;), Aoi, horong, kiDChan, and the rest....Sorry if I missed out your names if I did, I can't remember all of you =/ Thanks again for the lovely day! I really did have fun!!

Stomachache (24/10/2006)
Great. My day began with a lovely stomachache. And this lasts till the night. Yippee ai eh! Sheesh.

Anyways, Selamat Hari Raya to those that celebrate this joyous moment. Special greetings to my friends Syed, Khalisah, Betty, Iylia, Sushi_Usagi, gypsydres, member ex-5 Science 1 and 2. Miss you guys lots!! Bila mau buat reunion nih?? hahahaha...

Had a boring day today. Watched High School Musical again, and it was nice. Went and stay in front of the computer again later on trying to fix my bloody speaker system. Multimedia Audio Controller is missing for some weird reason *sighs* I want my sound system...I want to watch my anime... *cries*

Okay, nothing much to say. Need to sleep. But before that, need to type out the script! Bye for now~


By the way, do you think I should change my blog skin to something more...readable? Or should I just let this be...and make it hard for everyone to read? :P

Depressed....

Another day, another torture.*sighs*Public Speaking class later...and I don't feel well *cries* been having a realllllllly bad headache since yesterday...haaaaihz.Well, what can I say. I'm tired. I'm bored. And I'm crankiee!!! I want streamyx!! I want my line back at home... waaaaaaah!!! *cries more*I miss IRC man...and I miss my online life. Uh-oh...this is seriously sounding like me being a online-no-life-freak! O____OSomehow or the other, this song lyric seem to be stuck in my mind. The beginning goes something like this:"Loneliness is always looking for a friend..."Song is from MyTown, but I can't remember the entire song. Chey! Ironically, this song suits my temperament right now, considering I'm often alone these days *shrugs* Even more ironic, I don't seem to bother it. Much. True, who enjoys loneliness? But I find me being alone is much more...peaceful. Don't get me wrong, I don't mind having company, but I don't enjoy being with a group of people that has no interest in talking to me whatsovere. Better alone than being ignored in a group,right? *grins*I sound bitter, don't I? Again,oddly enough, I don't feel bitter whatsoever. I am who I am, so why should I change myself for the sake of others? Only if I find myself utterly disgusting and has really weird and bad and irritating characteristics only will I change my personality then. But let me ask you this: Should I really change who I am for the sake of others?When I am in college, everyone tend to ask me, "Where's your friend?" And being such a 'lovely' person as I am, I just reply, "No idea. She's with someone else I suppose." Sounds bitchy? It's a fact man! I can't change it. True, everyone tends to think that we are close buds, and maybe we are, in a way. But I'm just plain tired of her ditching me everytime a guy asks her out or she would just ditch me when she meets a guy-friend. Pisses me off there. And when she does that, everyone would look at me pityingly. I hate that! No need to look at me so pityingly man, I know I look pitiful. No need to rub it in already!Loneliness, my friend, is how it should be. Maybe that's why I feel closer with cf-ers than with my college friends. I can't seem to fit in anywhere it seems....

@?!**&^%

Arrrgh!!! My house finally has Streamyx but guess what? I CAN'T CONNECT!!!! Reason? It seems that my DSL Line is Disconnected. Damnation...I miss my comp!! I hate college comps!! So slow...haiiiiih...Anyway, was kind of tired again. Then again, I'm always tired!! Hahahaha...Yesterday I had Psychology and Chemistry classes. Psychology class was okay...the first group did their presentation and well, I was torn between being impressed by their intepretation of the movie, and impatience at their lack of proper grammar. Sheesh. At least learn the words properly man! Chem class was, well, entertaining this time. Why is that? Hahaha, well for starters, I didn't pay attention in class!! Hahahaha...the horrors!! XP Had fun with Edmund, Nina, Haritha, Joseph and Vicky. Literally! For the first time ever, I did not even bother to pay attention in class. Yeeps! Well, not in Chem class anyway. I'm ignoring the World Religions class at the moment. Too damn pissed off with her. I heard yesterday that because a lot of us left the class after break, she told the remaining students that those who are not in the class at that time is considered absent. I don't care. Do what she wants to do. I'm too damn pissed. I mean, hello? This is college man! In the first place, I was told that if I wish to leave class earlier, the lecturer won't give a damn. Attendance is to be taken only fifteen minutes after the class starts. So what the hell is wrong with her? She's being a bitch she truly is, I suppose *sigh* Can't believe we all hafta put up with her for the next few semesters. All thanks to the fact that we'll be stuck with her in sociology and philosophy. Damn her!Well, at least I'm feeling better today! Just attended the F.I.R.E. Club meeting a few hours back and we're going to organize a Halloween Night Party!!! Weee!! I'm in charge of food unfortunately. Hahahha. Me, the food project manager! Sounds...scary!! Muahahahaha....I can't wait! It's going to be on the 17th of November and everyone's invited! Of course, you gotta pay for the entrance but if you wear your costume, you get RM3 less!! Hu hu hu...so come one come all to this event!! I wanna see everyone!! Hehehe....Okay, I'm having maths class later. yippee-ai-eh. yeah right. So laziee to attend class but... *sighs*Till next time, this is me signing off for today :)

Agony, pure Agony...

Four days without streamyx is pure torture for me. Seriously. My mailbox is filled with spams, and I can't even get to check on latest updates in forums *sighs* I can't even send in my submission for kiDChan's art competition. Was supposed to present on Wicca with another classmate of mine, but sadly enough, our names went 'missing' from the list. And when I asked her about it, she said, "Don't come to me about this. Go to the girl in charge(our cass rep.) and tell her about it. Go and talk to her about it." In my mind I was like, WHAT the HELL man???? Are you the freakin' lecturer or is my classmate the goddamn lecturer? Well, I can tell you I was downright pissed off. There was this two guys' names on the list that were 'supposedly' presenting on Wicca, and I pointed out that those two COULD be in the wrong list, but what did she say? "Just add those two into your group then."Man, I was steaming, no, boiling then! Shows how pissed I was with her. Though she is the goddamn lecturer, how dare she tell us one thing then another the next instance, and SCOLD US FOR NOT LISTENING PROPERLY??? Damn her man...Heard there were a lot of complaints on this lecturer so will see what will happen now. Heard there will be a petition going on too about her so yeah, can't wait for it. I'm seriously pissed off with her now cause if she is still so goddamn indecisive about her decisions, what will happen to us?? First she says one thing, then the next she says another! And then she scolds us if we ask her about it! What sort of lousy lecturer is this? Grrr....Well, enough ranting for today. Am just glad I can make it online today. Just wish I could go on mIRC *sigh* miss you guys in there a lot man! And yes, even the perverted talks in there!

Freakish Days....

Okay..first thing's first...I MISS MY COMPUTER!!! Waaaaaaaah!! *cries* Seriously, my pc's not even fixed up properly yet, and there's still yet no streamyx at my new place *cries more* This is just so goddamn sad man...I want my streamyx!! waaaaah!!!*ish feeling emo-ish again* Can't believe I lasted a whole day without the Internet, and that I'm forced to use the Internet in college. Chey! Sad sad...Anyways, to recount what has happened since I've last updated my journal...On Monday itself, when I went home, feeling depressed cause my exams sux, my mum dragged me to finish up clearing some stuff downstairs. So, tired and all (haven't slept well the day before after all, plus depressed over exams) I had to comply. Then in the evening sis and I went to the Pasar Ramadhan located nearby KFC in Alam Megah. Bought heck loads of food to eat (there were 4 of us then). Then my mum's friend (we were home then) gave a piece of chicken wing to both of my dogs. And then they FOUGHT over it...even though we gave them one each *sweat*. Well, put things simple, Bobby(the smaller dog) bit Nikie(the bigger dog) and one of Nikie's Ears ended up bleeding *brrr* Scared me a little to see so freaking much blood! Her ear was like a tap that was not shut off properly so the blood was drip-dripping all the way!! O_O yeep! We had to use the 'Black Oil' or chinese 'hak fung-yau' medicine and rub it on her ear. Stopped the bleeding temporarily but each time she shook her head, the wound reopened *sweatdrops* Therefore we had to take care in case she shook her head...again!! My sis said my dog looked as though she just came back from war...her head was bloody!! *shudders*The next day, which was a Tuesday, I was forced to wake up at 9am (and to think I wanted to sleep in!). Mum went to work, but she told me and my sis to finish up clearing up. There were still stuff in our old house that we had to carry over, so that was what we did. Boy...I had plenty of freakin messy stuff in my room!! Damn! Took me a while to finally take everything over! Well, this lasted for like...4 hours to say the least. When my mum came home, she went to our old house to collect her cherished plants (lol) whereas sis and I went back there to finish loading the stuff into the car. At around 6pm, we then left to go to One Utama cause had to send my mum's friend home (haha). Had dinner there, but I think the dinner did not really agree with me cause i'm not feeling well now *sighs* Oh well...As for today, my chem exam is over (at last!!) but my maths exam is yet to come at 3pm *sighs* I'm gonna need the luck? Hmmm...I hope I can do it!!!!! Chem was...deceiving. A lot!! And to think my lecturer used some of the questions from the quizzes he gave us... grrrrrr........
Lastly...Why do I keep feeling as though I'm so freaking lonely in this world? I want a good friend...someone that will share my joys and pain. But that is not possible huh...No one understands me anymore. Wish Als was here... *emo-ing like hell*I sound...pathetic

What A Heck of a Day!!!!

Yesterday was Sunday, which meant that it was the day my family moved to our new home. Sad thing was, there were only four men to help, and one of them had less strength than I do.LOL!!! Kinda sad really, cause there were a lot of furniture to be shifted to the new house,and we were short of man power. *sobsob*Well, to start off the day, my sis and I slept for about 3-4 hours only whereas my mum and Auntie Toni did not sleep at all cause they couldn't sleep. Talk about them being excited.LOL!Haha. Anyway, woke up at about 8.30am and began finishing off packing at about 9am. The lorry came in at about 11am so in the meanwhile, we began shifting other items into the new house. Even then it was tiring!When the lorry arrived, we began piling up the furniture into it slowly. Then again, I wasn't there. Haha. Had to stay at the new house with Aunt Toni. But Aoi (the ONLY one who came to help.LoL.) was sent to my old house to help out. Haha.Well, shifting in the furniture took approximately half a day and by the end of the day, we were all exhausted. Worst thing is, for me, exam is on Monday! And I didn't even study for it!! AAAAhhhh......And if you're wondering how did i fare in my exam today, the answer would be "AAAAARRRGHHHH!!!!!"I didn't know the categories of religious systems in Introduction to World Religions, and I have no idea what the hell did I crap about in the definition of Culture, and the comparison of races and ethnicity. Damn! Damn! Damn!! I'm so going to die in this mid-term... *cries*Well, Day One of exam is done...one more to go. And that is on Wednesday. Hopefully I'll be more prepared for the two coming exams, which are Chemistry and Maths. *prays hard*
Oh, and to those that are reading this, I will not be able togo online for about a week, since my sis haven't register nor transfer the streamyx into our new house. Bleh. So miss me lots ya? hehehehe.... And don't talk behind my back!! Muahahahahaha....

Exhausted! Again!

Yay! My cupboard is finally done! Now to wait until the stinky smell goes away...
Well, made yet another trip to PutraHeights again, that is, to my new house. Dragged even more stuff there. Goodness, my room is now officially loaded with all my junk! Hahaha...Hopefully I'll be able to get rid of most of them soon...Need to clear some stuff still! Gah!
Can't wait for us shifting in soon!
Oh goddess, next week is my midterm exam and I'm not ready yet! *prepares to cry* Intro to World Religions...and Psychology. Goddess, give me strength! I am so doomed now! And now since I will be busy tomorrow and the day after over the new house...WHEN CAN I STUDY??? *dies* *dies*
Luckily my psychology ain't THAT bad...I think. *prays hard for simple questions*

Mission: Assignment

And THAT assignment is finally done!! At last!! *dances with joy* Amazing how one can crap so much on how to prepare+write a eulogy...and at the same time have no idea at all how to crap it in the first place. Ahahaha...Oh well, I'm glad that is over. Thank You Dorothy for helping me print it out and send it in for me! *huggles Dorothy* Be sure to remind me to buy you a chocolate milkshake the next time I see you! Ahahaha...
Anyway, what happened today? Well, I had my Public Speaking mid-term exam today. Sounds intimidating? Not at all! It was kinda...fun actually. Haha. True, I was so freaking nervous before it was my turn. But when I was in front, my nervousness dissipated a little. Heck, my voice shook! But then again, my voice ALWAYS shake when I'm supposed to speak in public. Hahaha...fault of mine *giggles*
Was so moody when I came back. Tried to draw mum out from her thunderclouds, but failed to. Finally, I just went to take a short nap. Even then she shouted at me and told me to fold the clothes *sweatdrops* Oh well...I didn't do it in the end. Had to go to the hypermarket to buy charcoal. In case you are wondering, my new cupboard arrived at my new house yesterday! Yay! Pity it was delivered at 12.00 midnight...Was so freaking tired later on. But still satisfied. Unfortunately, the smell of thinner or turpentine or the paint of the cupboard was really...strong. It teared up my eyes and made me choke and cough. So my mum suggested we get a bag of charcoal and leave it in each room to clear away the smell. And whaddya know...it worked!! Hahaha...I'm so happy. Now I can enter my room without groping around blindly for the door...or the windows.
Okay, I'm dreadfully tired now. I need to rest first. Tomorrow will be a busy day for me since I have to finish off packing up my room...and I hate doing so because I'M LOUSY AT IT! *sighs* I'm doomed to my mum's naggings and scoldings...

Exhausted!

What a day!
First and foremost, I would like to wish Iluna happy belated birthday once more, and thank him for inviting me to his birthday party. I had fun! ^^
So what happened to me today? A few things, really. One of them was I FINALLY HAD GOTTEN HOLD OF MY COSTUMES!!! weeeee.....I'm in love with my Kairi's costume!! Black Lady's one is okay, but the slits are scaring me right now *shies away* Kyuu-san and KumaChan kept snapping pictures of me in that costume! Too sexy? Oh yeah!! *blushes*
Well, spent my time at auntie's house watching Kyuu-san and KumaChan trying out their costumes. Kyuu-san looked like a pregnant lady in her costume, and KumaChan's coat was so damn nice! Then Killua and Daigoro came, and Killua tried her Anastasia costume. She looked so cute! Love her costume! Pity her Tifa's costume looks kinda stiff =/
After that, at about 5pm, we all left auntie's house and Killua and I headed off to Iluna's house. I pulled Killua along cause I didn't want to get lost alone! Hahahaha...But I was glad I did all the same. Iluna was happy to see her there *smiles*
Met Naoko(GLOMPZ!), Onigiri(hughug), zymz, ren, rrj, yukina(hughugz), axel, kidchan, tokiya, and soooo many more people!! I'm glad I went, instead of succumbing into the temptation to NOT go. Haha. Was fun to chitchat and go bonkers with them. It was really really fun, and not like the times I had parties with my school friends.
Left Iluna's house at about 7pm, sending Killua to the KTM station first. Went home, changed clothes, bundled up my clothes from my wadrobe into my car, and left to go to my new house. To think my cupboard was supposed to arrive today...IT DID NOT!!! Aarrrrrrghhhh~!!!! No matters, I can wait till Monday.

Oddly, though. I felt satisfied today. Why is that? I'm not entirely sure, but somehow I felt happy...and accepted...when I'm with them (CF-ers). Again, why? I wish I knew. But when I'm with them, I feel as though I can be me, and not holding a mask of pretense, as I do in college. I might have friends in college, but sometimes they can be hypocrites. Sad, but true. I have no true friend in college, I'm sad to say. But I am not disheartened by that fact. No, I'm not, really. I feel disgusted because I have been the receiving end of broken promises and insufferable egoists. I have had enough. If this is what is meant by having friends in college, then I do not wish to have any at all in college. So let me be a lifelong spinster with a grumpy attitude, see if I care! I'd rather have friends who care and cherish me for who I am, and not just a 'part-time-spare-part'. Believe it? It happened to me more than once...